nothing too special….
August 19, 2009
So I realize it has been a while since I have posted something…..
nothing new has been happening though. Its been good. I am getting more and more settled each day, and I feel like I belong here….at least for a little while. Everyone at my jobs has been accepting me, and making me feel welcomed. I really feel that the bar is working for me, even though the hours are still bizarre. This Thursday I will wait tables from 6-11ish, bartend from 12-4ish, back at the restaurant from 12-9 or so….then bartend again at midnight….it will be crazy awesome.
more will come soon….I am about to move into a flat with unlimited internet, so I will be able to do whatever, whenever.
keep me updated with all of yall’s life as well!
and a special CONGRATS to all my friends that just graduated!! SIC EM BEARS!!!!
Cheers!
E
August 19, 2009 at 05:02
aw, sic ‘em. i teared up a little when we did our graduation sic ‘em.
hey, so i love hearing how settled and happy you are. cause you know me, i am freaking out. well, i’m partially freaking out and then also totally cool. so normal? anyhoo, the other night at my graduation dance party, i just collapsed on the floor next to drew and ellie and started bawling my blooming eyes out. and that was the second time. the first time was inspired by a goo goo dolls song and so i don’t even know what that means. iris. so i’m sitting there just crying and babbling on and on about all of the things i’m concerned about and they are just so great and reassuring and gah, i just love them. and all of my friends and i don’t know how to do this. how to pick up (even though i know i’m supposed to) and leave. just leave. who does that? who leaves the most beautiful people they’ve ever known to just go somewhere else? oh, i do. and you.
so i have really been missing you a lot lately as i’ve been going through this transition. because i just wish you were here to get me through it, you know? but i can do this. i’m totally strong and capable. and i’ve done this before. apparently this is what i do. just go. and then come back. but i just need to talk to you soon. tonight is my last close at the store. and then my last shift is next tuesday (so aug 25th). and then i’m moving like 2 days after that. ah!
so…something. i know you’re busy. god knows i am busy. just a phone call would be great. and if we could skype you at one of my going away parties, that would make my life.
i love you!